「兄さん…」 by SkyFiss - pixiv ♥ Please, don’t remove the source.
Ed’s golden eyes widened at his brother’s sudden outburst. “N-no wait, Al… I…” He started but couldn’t finish. What he had to say was stupid and would make him seem selfish, but then again, he swore he would always tell his younger brother the truth. He swallowed. “I never really loved Alfons…” Saying it out loud made his heart skip a beat. “Sure, he was a great guy, but… He just reminded me of you in many ways. And spending two years in Munich, Germany, I thought I would never see you again. I was prepared for that, or I thought I was. I… He looked so much like you, Al. I convinced myself that he was because I didn’t want to wait. Because I was selfish.” Tears were stinging his eyes, threatening to spill at any moment.
"I miss him, sure, but not to the amount of how much I missed you. Al, you’re the only person I want to spend the rest of my life with. You’re the person I want to wake up with in the morning and make breakfast together. You’re the person I want to snuggle with when it’s cold. You’re the person I want to hold every night, thinking ‘how did I get this lucky?’ Al, you have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to tell you this, but I thought you would be disgusted with me because I’m your older brother."
Ed smiled weakly, a single tear rolling down his cheek. “I love you, Al. No one else. No one can ever replace you.” He took a cautious step towards Alphonse and placed his hands gingerly on either side of his tear soaked cheeks, using his thumbs to wipe away the liquid. “I could never look him in the eyes. They weren’t that beautiful shade of brown.” He leaned in, pressing his lips against Al’s soft ones. It was better than he could have ever imagined. Very reluctant to pull away, he settled for mumbling into the kiss. “I love you, Al. I love you…”
talkin to the bf (´▽`ʃƪ)
"It’s always hard to lose somebody. It leaves a hole in you heart that never grows back"- Kevin Brooks
How I sound whenever I try to be humble